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"Mental pain is less dramatic than physical pain, but it is more common and also more hard to bear. The frequent attempt to conceal mental pain increases the burden: it is easier to say “My tooth is aching” than to say “My heart is broken.” C.S. Lewis, The Problem of Pain When experiencing something like... Continue Reading →
Schedule: Thursday, September 4th 3:30AM: Wake up. Ugh. Deep cleaning shower at home with "special" soap. 4AM: Wake up Katy. Get bags ready. 4:30AM: Leave for the hospital. 5AM: Meet at the hospital and begin check in process. 7:15AM: Surgery begins. 11AM: Surgery ends. Move to Neuro-ICU for hospital recovery. Friday, September 5th 3-5PM(ish): Checkout... Continue Reading →
“I used to think that the worst thing in life was to end up all alone. It’s not. The worst thing in life is ending up with people who make you feel all alone.” - Robin Williams as Lance Clayton in World’s Greatest Dad (2009) In the wake of the tragic passing of one of American... Continue Reading →
“Hope knows that if great trials are avoided great deeds remain undone and the possibility of growth into greatness of soul is aborted.” Brennan Manning, Abba's Child: The Cry of the Heart for Intimate Belonging Hope. A meaningless word in today's western society, much like love, because of technology and the desire for ultimate... Continue Reading →
Before I was diagnosed with Chiari Malformation, the fear of not knowing the cause of my daily pain, drove me to my knees. Not knowing what was going on medically caused my fear to take control of my mind. When your mind has nothing to explain its present circumstances, things like fear, anxiety, and depression... Continue Reading →
Pain. The very thing we spend our whole lives avoiding or masking. We take pills to placate its effects. Watch feel good movies, read books, or listen to music to distract us from its agitation. It leads us to a place inside we don't want to go. The dark and lonely place that no one... Continue Reading →
"1As he passed by, he saw a man blind from birth. 2 And his disciples asked him, 'Rabbi, who sinned, this man or his parents, that he was born blind?' 3 Jesus answered, 'It was not that this man sinned, or his parents, but that the works of God might be displayed in him. 4 We must work... Continue Reading →
"For the sake of Christ, then, I am content with weaknesses, insults, hardships, persecutions, and calamities. For when I am weak, then I am strong." 2 Corinthians 12:10 (ESV) Only at the bottom of the pit, when life is at its darkest, can the greatest power in the universe be experienced. The strength that... Continue Reading →
“No matter what precautions we take, no matter how well we have put together a good life, no matter how hard we have worked to be healthy, wealthy, comfortable with friends and family, and successful with our career — something will inevitably ruin it.” -Tim Keller, Walking with God through Pain and Suffering For the... Continue Reading →
Emergence of the Soul 